blah i think i need medicine

[evulninja]

so yesterday i realized just how little i care about people anymore. my friend of 12 years called me and told me she had been in a bad wreck so i went to the hospital to see her and as im standing there listening to her cry about it all i could think about is how fuckin much i could care less.. sounds totally harsh and fucked up, right?.. and i dont know why but it didnt bother me at all at the time... it does now. i mean i tried to feel something but i didnt feel shit either way.. i used to give a fuck about other people. i wish i knew what the fuck happened.

[sTr]

! Get like that sometimes, !'m sure we all do, fuck em

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[evulninja]

yeah but this is a good friend of mine. how could i just stand there and not feel bad.. i dont get it. thats never happened to me before

[dirtymonkey22]

well you obveously feel something that you are bother about being botherd

[evulninja]

now i am

[canttouchthis80]

maybe you are perdicting the future but u dont knwo about it so your acting mean to her for something she will do to u

[Grimlin]

canttouchthis80 Wrote:maybe you are perdicting the future but u dont knwo about it so your acting mean to her for something she will do to u

That makes absolutely no fucking sense....

[Slacker]

word @ everyone gets like that sometimes

and canttouchthis, you are awful at posting

freal

[psychopathic penguin]

he is, isn't he..

[sTr]

it's austin, just in case you didn't know...

[psychopathic penguin]

bajajajajaj @ austin

[sTr]

do you still have my bike?

[psychopathic penguin]

it's at teh apartment with teh rest of teh stuff i have to go get some time today

[sTr]

ok cool, ! still owe money on that bitch, as long as it's not gone...

[Ms Felony]

steals your bike....

[sTr]

every bike ! have ever had gets stolen... they all do, and they always will....

[NEKESTRO]

fuck em who cares. dont force yourself to have feelings just let it ride.

[sTr]

word, let it ride like my stolen bikes...

[Paullehh]

Did pat sell your bike then?

[sTr]

when he got evicted from his apartment it was in there when they cleared it out...

[Paullehh]

You can get it back?
I mean they can't just come take all the stuff right.

[sTr]

they did.... fags...

[Paullehh]

Get a cop to go get the stuff?

[sTr]

shits gone, ain't shit gonna happen about it... whatever, !'ll bu a new bike when the weather gets a bit cooler.


thinking about getting this one

[Clizownmothafackoz17]

evulninja Wrote:yeah but this is a good friend of mine. how could i just stand there and not feel bad.. i dont get it. thats never happened to me before

Yeah, like our comrades say, everyone gets that way sometime. It's a sad side-effect from the fact that you have to insulate your mind to stay sane. If you were really to fully reflect on all the fucked up shit in this world--every child who died of starvation, all the rapes and murders, all the people out of work, all the abuse, generally speaking all the tragedy, all the pain, all the victories of evil, you'd just off yourself in 30 seconds flat.

So there's a delicate balance. It's important to empathize with the suffering of others, you lose your humanity if you don't, but you can't take it all in. Love your friend. Wish her a quick recovery, physically and psychologically and be there for her. Don't feel bad about not feeling bad for her at first. Sometimes it just doens't work that way. I mean, obviously you care, or you wouldn't be trippin now. Thus, it seems you still have a soul afterall.

[sTr]

it sounds like you've been reading the book of the subgenius.