blah i think i need medicine

[evulninja]

so yesterday i realized just how little i care about people anymore. my friend of 12 years called me and told me she had been in a bad wreck so i went to the hospital to see her and as im standing there listening to her cry about it all i could think about is how fuckin much i could care less.. sounds totally harsh and fucked up, right?.. and i dont know why but it didnt bother me at all at the time... it does now. i mean i tried to feel something but i didnt feel shit either way.. i used to give a fuck about other people. i wish i knew what the fuck happened.